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Ngie
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prayers for Bau

Post by Ngie » Mon Oct 23, 2017 11:12 pm

For those who remember Bau who's been an active contributor of this forum I have bad news of her. She's very ill with Lyme disease and a cancer, so I'm inviting all those who care for her to combine their prayers so that she finds the resources that she needs to overcome the disease

Chaocracy Chaocracy

Love, light, life, liberty,
you and I on the parapet of life
Move on
guided by the light of hope, yeah, the light of hope
But fools your reward is neither here nor after
Some want liberty, some want life, some want anything
But everything be just right,

Light, enter ! All ways chance
All ways change
Enter Kaïos, walk me through
Kos
where I can bare my face, where
Go !
Shadow and light
A little vanity, a little vice, ritual, a little rite
Lucifer and Christ
some want, they want,
some want they want
some want, Lucifer
Some want,
some want Christ
reality I want light,
insanity I want light,
Duality I want light
and liberty I want light
and heresy I want light
I want light
Enter me,
I want chance, I want change
We're chaos walking through, Kos,
Where I can bare my face, where,

Go ! Let go !

As I gaze into the mirror of doubt, I see the barrenness of this life that remains
Yet in despair we begin to see true lights, in weakness we can be strong
Let us draw substance from our shadow
chaos above me chaos beneath me chaos around me and chaos within me

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Re: prayers for Bau

Post by VisiGoth1 » Tue Oct 24, 2017 5:33 am

*cthulhu*
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Re: prayers for Bau

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*cthulhu*
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Re: prayers for Bau

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*cthulhu*
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Re: prayers for Bau

Post by Enoch » Sun Nov 26, 2017 8:25 pm

Sad to hear she's so unwell :( I do wish her the best - I think I remember that her lyme can't be beaten, but the cancer hopefully can.
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Re: prayers for Bau

Post by Selena » Mon Dec 04, 2017 4:32 pm

Sorry to hear this :( I hope, she will recover... Best wishes!
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Re: prayers for Bau

Post by WolfyBauwow » Sun Oct 06, 2019 3:57 pm

I just saw this, had to respond,

aww Thank you Ngie, you are the sweetest!!! And thanks to the other commenters. <3<3<3

yup I'm still alive and kicking, probably to the dismay of some of my detractors! *whistle* can't keep a bad girl down :twisted: rotfl

Sorry I haven't been on facebook either Ngie. I've needed a break from socialising, so busy, dealing with so much. Bad and good :P

So for an update for those not in the know and those I used to chat with on here, I've been super busy...

Since leaving the forum in 2013 started on a mission to save the life and restore health to amazing man and bassist I met who was near death from undiagnosed conditions. His care has been a full time job so I've had time for not too much else but some things.

I was then diagnosed with cancer AND hit by a car outside the hospital for my cancer testing and suffered a traumatic brain injury. Figures right? He then took care of me during this critical time and helped save my life. Things are still uncertain with our health but we have discovered a lot and its been quite a journey.

We have plans of recording together once are health problems are stable. As far as we know my cancer is totaly in remission. He is alive though not well and his future is yet uncertain.

Ive put aside music and motorcycles for a while to do other things, like reconnect with my equestrian side and back riding and doing farriery to heal poor lame horsies footsies.

Its nice to stop in but wont be staying. I wish everyone well and all the best!
Some of my friends here feel free to message me, give me an update, I will happily stop back in for that.
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Re: prayers for Bau

Post by Ngie » Mon Oct 07, 2019 10:25 pm

:D 8)
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