We’d take planes, trains, and automobiles, but get everywhere too late.
so that explains it..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmg3nlAPVK8
They sent out the hounds for you?
No, they didn’t, actually. We were totally out of communication with them.
why am I not surprised
Yeah, The Bee Gees are a big influence on The Nephilim.
I knew it! lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t-ppLfRgWto
But now and then I have a big blowout and forget everything and go off into one for a few days with a big drink
binge drinking?
Yeah, I’m pretty good with extremes. Either full on work, or… I don’t relax much. I’m not a good sleeper.
That can be rough. Sounds like the autistic person in my care. way extremes , hyperfocus, excess in everything, terrible sleep problems restlessness ,general and social anxiety. Not saying Carl is autistic! just commenting Ive learned about those issues first hand, and what some people are challenged with, and that I've noticed in my studies on them that these traits tend to go hand in hand for many people. I think a lot of creative people have a sort of extreme of emotions actions and aspects to who they are. I know I do. Some people do have mild aspergers and dont know it. But a person would have to have other traits and symptoms.
Bad dreams?
Whole life’s a big bad dream, I think. I dream in the daytime.
aww that make me so sad for him he feels that way about life. Wishing him happy dreams.
As a result of my head injury I had terrible chronic nightmares for about a year after, It was brutal. So glad THAT stopped!
Life can be very bad indeed. But there is so much good too. Depends on where you direct your attention and how you shape it. inspite of my hard life, my daydreams are all like rainbows, unicorns and icecream lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBA72OcB_TI
I sure would love a REAL chopper instead of a dream one but knowing me I just end up flipping it doing wheelies like I did on my Yamaha, I was racing with a friend on a highway and we stopped at a light, I opened it wide in first gear and my throttle stuck. My bike went flying out from under me, leaving me on my ass in the street and it went careening up the road. I lost te tank bolt so the tank and seat flew off and the skeleton on the back was broken in peices all over the road. People were freaking cause it looked like a massacre! haha ...too extreme?? lol
too bad, I LOVED that bike. RIP Max.
Carl rides, I wonder why there have never been any photos of his?
Mostly, my inspiration has been quite visual. I’ve got nice pictures painted in my mind about what I want to achieve.
I find this very interesting . I did this test for synestisia and have a bit of that , and I was reading that often musicians have this. Sounds like Carl may. I get the same thing where music is always conjuring up images for me. Thats why I really love doing artwork and video production for my music. Also why I always envision a sound track to my posts haha
here is a video on the subject. The connections touched upon seem to apply to how people can form unhealthy and/or deviant connections to things as well.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSWSDnXDbHU
There’s a journey that I need to take, and obviously, bringing a daughter into the world, you have to be serious about what you’re doing. Life’s not just a joke.
Well said and so true!! Good he understood this. I bet he has been a great dad.
There is fun and then there is Taking Care Of Business. Having our fun is great, but we shouldn't put our selfish desires over the people who enter our life who need our help and care. They deserve fun too. It is our responsibility, our kuleana pono. As we lift them up we elevate ourselves. The choice is ours.
Journeys we have to take.
Sometimes things don't work out how WE want. The road we planned to take ended up full of pot holes and detours. Sometimes rock slides and boulders that totally divert us. But if we werent diverted we would miss out on all the amazing things waiting for us on that road less traveled. Though we sadly miss out on our original desired path, it leads to some very important things we needed to find to shape our character and destiny. We can either be angry and bitter or embrace the adventure that lies ahead. And think of all the glorious talkstory you've then got to share at the end of the run where you meet again as the detour ends, as things come full circle better than you had planned. Ride on.